Scared
Not knowing
Why I ask?
Will I be able to fight?
Am I strong enough?
Is there a reason to fight?
Scared
Not knowing
My body feels heavy like an anchor tied to a boat
I yearn to know
I believed I had someone special to hold me, be my rock
As my mind is like sand that’s slowly giving into the ocean
I was wrong
I am alone no one to hold me, comfort me, and embrace me
I am scared like a newborn opening its eyes for the first time
Why I ask
How
I yearn to know
Someone please hold me, embrace me, comfort me, be my rock as I am now sand fading into the dark ocean
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
You Say we are together
Only words
No action
Our lives are like a fork in the road and the main path is us on a date
Then split our separate ways
I love you
Is what you tell me?
Secret I am
From your family & friends
Special yeah right to my kids
Not you
Relationship not us
Friends with benefits
Sure feels that way
I’m in a grey spot
I want you
Do you want me?
You say YES
You do NO
Just out of reach
I am a shadow that is not sure how to become real
Do I give up do I try more?
I am ready to give up
But love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
You say we are together only words
I burn to be more to you
Everything I have ever wanted is wrapped up in you
I have you but yet just out of reach
Like a kid in a candy store with no money
Thoughts run through my head
Why not me?
Am I not good enough?
Maybe he is not sure he loves me
Then don’t tell me
Why not me?
I thought you loved me and you wanted me?
I am so confused on your thought of what a relationship is
Is it me?
Am I not what you want completely
Is it you being scared
I sit and wonder with doubt
Should I waste this much time?
I am full of worries
Why me?
My kids attached
I thought you were different but wonder if I was wrong
I love you, but wonder
I am ready to give up
Love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
Captivated by the hopes that one day you will truly love me
You say we are together
Only words
No action
Explaination: This one was probably the most hurtful one that I wrote in a while. I had tears streaming and my heart was broken, I soaked the paper from tears, but I wrote and wrote until it made me feel better. I hope that you will take this as inspiration to let your feelings flow on paper if you have no one to talk to.
Only words
No action
Our lives are like a fork in the road and the main path is us on a date
Then split our separate ways
I love you
Is what you tell me?
Secret I am
From your family & friends
Special yeah right to my kids
Not you
Relationship not us
Friends with benefits
Sure feels that way
I’m in a grey spot
I want you
Do you want me?
You say YES
You do NO
Just out of reach
I am a shadow that is not sure how to become real
Do I give up do I try more?
I am ready to give up
But love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
You say we are together only words
I burn to be more to you
Everything I have ever wanted is wrapped up in you
I have you but yet just out of reach
Like a kid in a candy store with no money
Thoughts run through my head
Why not me?
Am I not good enough?
Maybe he is not sure he loves me
Then don’t tell me
Why not me?
I thought you loved me and you wanted me?
I am so confused on your thought of what a relationship is
Is it me?
Am I not what you want completely
Is it you being scared
I sit and wonder with doubt
Should I waste this much time?
I am full of worries
Why me?
My kids attached
I thought you were different but wonder if I was wrong
I love you, but wonder
I am ready to give up
Love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
Captivated by the hopes that one day you will truly love me
You say we are together
Only words
No action
Explaination: This one was probably the most hurtful one that I wrote in a while. I had tears streaming and my heart was broken, I soaked the paper from tears, but I wrote and wrote until it made me feel better. I hope that you will take this as inspiration to let your feelings flow on paper if you have no one to talk to.
Forever Mine
Forever Mine
Strong Feelings
Can’t stop thinking
Of you
Forever mine
I hope
Cuddle me
Embrace me
Kiss me
Always on my mind
I hear your voice
Heart jumps
Blood pumps fast like rain hitting your head
In a storm
As I lay in bed I wonder
How come
You keep me at bay
What should I do?
Then I remember
How I felt
When I hear your voice
Heart jumps
Blood pumps
Hands sweat
Head spins
I want you
I love you
Strong feelings
Are you worth it?
Can’t stop thinking of you
Forever mine
I hope
Embrace me
Kiss me
Cuddle me
Yes
I will wait for you
Forever Mine
Explanation
This one was one that I wrote when my Bf at the time couldn't figure out weather or not we were going to stay together weather or not he could except the commitment, love and my children. It was a hard process to go through when you love someone with so much love, but don't get it in return. Just remember always stay true never settle! Much love
Strong Feelings
Can’t stop thinking
Of you
Forever mine
I hope
Cuddle me
Embrace me
Kiss me
Always on my mind
I hear your voice
Heart jumps
Blood pumps fast like rain hitting your head
In a storm
As I lay in bed I wonder
How come
You keep me at bay
What should I do?
Then I remember
How I felt
When I hear your voice
Heart jumps
Blood pumps
Hands sweat
Head spins
I want you
I love you
Strong feelings
Are you worth it?
Can’t stop thinking of you
Forever mine
I hope
Embrace me
Kiss me
Cuddle me
Yes
I will wait for you
Forever Mine
Explanation
This one was one that I wrote when my Bf at the time couldn't figure out weather or not we were going to stay together weather or not he could except the commitment, love and my children. It was a hard process to go through when you love someone with so much love, but don't get it in return. Just remember always stay true never settle! Much love
Monday, March 16, 2009
Life
February 18, 2009
Life
Has its ups and downs
You are in love
Then he breaks your heart
You think it is OK maybe one day he will realize that he is the one that is not worthy of you
Always know you can do better
You are better
Never allow someone to break your spirits
You’re happy
Then your world has an earthquake and you are unhappy
Life is crazy and will always be that way
Never think you got life figured out it will fall apart in your lap
Never think that you are not worthy
You are
Never let someone hurt you to were you think that you can’t recover
There is someone out that that will love and cherish you
Always remember that you are worth more then you give your self credit for
Life is good
You have your health you have your family
You are strong
Life has its ups & downs
Remember you are WORTHY of being treated like an angel
Don’t settle
You won’t truly get the worth of your life if you settle
Life in a nut shell
Writters Note: This was written as most of my stuff with alot of emotion. I need inspiration to write most of that comes from break ups or hard spots in my life.
Life
Has its ups and downs
You are in love
Then he breaks your heart
You think it is OK maybe one day he will realize that he is the one that is not worthy of you
Always know you can do better
You are better
Never allow someone to break your spirits
You’re happy
Then your world has an earthquake and you are unhappy
Life is crazy and will always be that way
Never think you got life figured out it will fall apart in your lap
Never think that you are not worthy
You are
Never let someone hurt you to were you think that you can’t recover
There is someone out that that will love and cherish you
Always remember that you are worth more then you give your self credit for
Life is good
You have your health you have your family
You are strong
Life has its ups & downs
Remember you are WORTHY of being treated like an angel
Don’t settle
You won’t truly get the worth of your life if you settle
Life in a nut shell
Writters Note: This was written as most of my stuff with alot of emotion. I need inspiration to write most of that comes from break ups or hard spots in my life.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tears *Language
Tears running down my face like a waterfall
Heart shatters into pieces
I try to collect them and hold them together
As I think of your words
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though” FUCK THAT
It hurts the pain is unbearable
Seeing you, hearing you, smelling you. Not touching you other pieces breaks like a plate hitting the floor when I think of what the morning will bring.
Why did I let this happen?
Why did I break the wall?
Promising myself never again
I can’t put myself threw this pain again
EMOTIONAL SUICIDE
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though”
Shattering as those words come flying at my heart like a dart at a balloon.
Tears falling like a water fall
Pieces fall just as fast
Emotional suicide
Never again will I allow myself to feel this pain.
Explanation
This one came to me after my boyfriend of almost a year decided that we needed a time out.
I was devastated he had told me that he loved me. I didn't mean to get hurt by him we were suppose to just be out having a good time together, but they say when your not looking for love it bites you on your butt. I hope that no one goes through the pain of a hurtful breakup.
Remember when you are feeling emotional but express in words verbally for whatever reason. Write it, it is an escape.
Heart shatters into pieces
I try to collect them and hold them together
As I think of your words
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though” FUCK THAT
It hurts the pain is unbearable
Seeing you, hearing you, smelling you. Not touching you other pieces breaks like a plate hitting the floor when I think of what the morning will bring.
Why did I let this happen?
Why did I break the wall?
Promising myself never again
I can’t put myself threw this pain again
EMOTIONAL SUICIDE
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though”
Shattering as those words come flying at my heart like a dart at a balloon.
Tears falling like a water fall
Pieces fall just as fast
Emotional suicide
Never again will I allow myself to feel this pain.
Explanation
This one came to me after my boyfriend of almost a year decided that we needed a time out.
I was devastated he had told me that he loved me. I didn't mean to get hurt by him we were suppose to just be out having a good time together, but they say when your not looking for love it bites you on your butt. I hope that no one goes through the pain of a hurtful breakup.
Remember when you are feeling emotional but express in words verbally for whatever reason. Write it, it is an escape.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
A little bit about me
Hello I am a single mother that is 23 (will be 24 on the 23rd of March) of 3 children they are 4-1/2, 3-1/2, and 20 months. I have always turned to Poetry and writing as my escape from reality which is were I get my Title Escape with Poetry. I started writing when I was about 7 years old. My mother passed away when I was 5 and I got sent to a Grief camp for children and the councilor notices that I wrote a lot and gave me a special book and explained to me how to let thoughts flow and write them down instead of bottling them up. It is my escape from everything.
If I could tell you one thing about writing is connect with your inner self and just let it flow on paper it doesn't have to look neat or be pretty this is what you work from when you make your final draft. I use the web technique a lot. Where you put whatever it is that is bothering you in the middle of a paper turned landscape then you put a circle around it and put some stems so it kinda looks like a spider web and you just put your thoughts off of the stems. You can take this and make your poetry or story or whatever out of it.
I will try to post a new writing piece every few days unless I run it to a writers block. I also will answer whatever questions you have.
Thank you for visiting me and I hope this lets your creativity run
Creative Dani
If I could tell you one thing about writing is connect with your inner self and just let it flow on paper it doesn't have to look neat or be pretty this is what you work from when you make your final draft. I use the web technique a lot. Where you put whatever it is that is bothering you in the middle of a paper turned landscape then you put a circle around it and put some stems so it kinda looks like a spider web and you just put your thoughts off of the stems. You can take this and make your poetry or story or whatever out of it.
I will try to post a new writing piece every few days unless I run it to a writers block. I also will answer whatever questions you have.
Thank you for visiting me and I hope this lets your creativity run
Creative Dani
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
My Mind Is Racing
My mind is racing
What do I do?
Do I believe you or the black in white?
I love you
But are you truthful
You’re past points to NO
You said you have changed I want to believe you but do I
I am nauseous
I can’t eat
I want to cry
I love you damn it
What do I believe?
I want to believe you
Oh do I want to believe you
I love you damn it
I was afraid of this I was afraid that you were going to hurt me
Did you play me like the past?
Or is it really not like that
What to do?
I sit in the dark and think
I love this man
Once again I get fucked
I should have known you were to “good” to be true
You say it is bullshit
But is it
I love you damn it but now you have to prove it
Explanation:
This one like much of my recent stuff comes from another time in my relationship with this great guy when he wants to be makes me feel not good enough. I couldn't tell him what I was thinking because it was the middle of the day and we were both at work. So I expressed it in writing.
What do I do?
Do I believe you or the black in white?
I love you
But are you truthful
You’re past points to NO
You said you have changed I want to believe you but do I
I am nauseous
I can’t eat
I want to cry
I love you damn it
What do I believe?
I want to believe you
Oh do I want to believe you
I love you damn it
I was afraid of this I was afraid that you were going to hurt me
Did you play me like the past?
Or is it really not like that
What to do?
I sit in the dark and think
I love this man
Once again I get fucked
I should have known you were to “good” to be true
You say it is bullshit
But is it
I love you damn it but now you have to prove it
Explanation:
This one like much of my recent stuff comes from another time in my relationship with this great guy when he wants to be makes me feel not good enough. I couldn't tell him what I was thinking because it was the middle of the day and we were both at work. So I expressed it in writing.
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