You Say we are together
Only words
No action
Our lives are like a fork in the road and the main path is us on a date
Then split our separate ways
I love you
Is what you tell me?
Secret I am
From your family & friends
Special yeah right to my kids
Not you
Relationship not us
Friends with benefits
Sure feels that way
I’m in a grey spot
I want you
Do you want me?
You say YES
You do NO
Just out of reach
I am a shadow that is not sure how to become real
Do I give up do I try more?
I am ready to give up
But love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
You say we are together only words

I burn to be more to you
Everything I have ever wanted is wrapped up in you
I have you but yet just out of reach
Like a kid in a candy store with no money
Thoughts run through my head
Why not me?
Am I not good enough?
Maybe he is not sure he loves me
Then don’t tell me
Why not me?
I thought you loved me and you wanted me?
I am so confused on your thought of what a relationship is
Is it me?
Am I not what you want completely
Is it you being scared
I sit and wonder with doubt
Should I waste this much time?
I am full of worries
Why me?
My kids attached
I thought you were different but wonder if I was wrong
I love you, but wonder
I am ready to give up
Love has me captivated in the hopes you will one day truly love me
Captivated by the hopes that one day you will truly love me
You say we are together
Only words
No action

Explaination: This one was probably the most hurtful one that I wrote in a while. I had tears streaming and my heart was broken, I soaked the paper from tears, but I wrote and wrote until it made me feel better. I hope that you will take this as inspiration to let your feelings flow on paper if you have no one to talk to.