Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Tears *Language

Tears running down my face like a waterfall
Heart shatters into pieces
I try to collect them and hold them together
As I think of your words
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though” FUCK THAT
It hurts the pain is unbearable
Seeing you, hearing you, smelling you. Not touching you other pieces breaks like a plate hitting the floor when I think of what the morning will bring.
Why did I let this happen?
Why did I break the wall?
Promising myself never again
I can’t put myself threw this pain again
EMOTIONAL SUICIDE
“Just a time out, reevaluate the situation, I love you though”
Shattering as those words come flying at my heart like a dart at a balloon.
Tears falling like a water fall
Pieces fall just as fast
Emotional suicide
Never again will I allow myself to feel this pain.


Explanation
This one came to me after my boyfriend of almost a year decided that we needed a time out.
I was devastated he had told me that he loved me. I didn't mean to get hurt by him we were suppose to just be out having a good time together, but they say when your not looking for love it bites you on your butt. I hope that no one goes through the pain of a hurtful breakup.

Remember when you are feeling emotional but express in words verbally for whatever reason. Write it, it is an escape.

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